The Bus

Catchin the bus i must say is very humbling. As i look around on the bus it seems its full of people who are just tryna make it and have alot to prove. Now that my car is messed up i have to catch the bus until it gets fixed. I was sooo mad at firrst cus it felt like i was goin backwards at first like i was in high school again...but it is a very good experience it also makes me even more focused because i know i do not want to be catchin no bus ever again once i make it.....

Money

Money 

Money can make u happy money can make you sad

Money can can interfere with family

money can make you mad

Money is the root of all evil it can determine 

the outcome of your life 

money can control your future

even when you kno the decession you are making 

is not right.

Money can make you go crazy 

ohhh the almighty dollar is crazy

have you feenin for more and life and getting money 

is just a chore.

Cus when we die money wont matter 

when your in heaven

The rich can be rich all they want

but when they die they cant take it with them

we came in this world with notin and we will leave with notin

Women and Hip-hop

Since the birth of Hip-Hop it was viewed as much more than just music; it was viewed as a culture that represented a large community while lacking any female presence. Women's first introduction into hip hop began by playing more of a background role such as dancing in music behind the male rappers. In the early years these dancers were fully clothed they were seen as more then just eye candy. Not only did they really dance in videos but they were not seen in bikinis looking like hookers.Now and days rappers rap about sexual things and talk about women in sexual ways and while the women are that video with two pieces of clothing shaking there behine it is giving them a bad look . Not just for them but for black women. Did u notice when a black woman is in a video she is considered a video girl or some sort but when you see a white female in a video with little clothing she is a model? why do you think this is viewed this way?

Never free

At my job there is mostly africans and somolia. I am pretty much the only African american male. I was having a conversation wit one of my co workers who is from the ivory coast. He was tellling me how he left because of how bad it was there, he told me that five years ago they still were not free and now with them on the way to having a new and better governor, things are better. He told me there was fighting and killing everyday. He said africa realisticly is the richest country thats why till this day other countries are tryin to own ceartain things and control diffrent parts of africa. This made me think how after years years and years of slavery how some parts of the world blacks are still fighting.

The tea party

Years ago the tea party was known for being racist only  representing whites mostly the rich upper class. Now they have came back with a mask telling the country the tea party is the way to go. When all reality they just are angry because of the way Obama is changeing america and making it possible for all races by spreading the wealth.

The little people..

The little people. The middle class people hard working people that get held down and kept where they are. As im at work at the airport knowing im in college and im blessed to be in school and have a chance to puursue my dream. I watch the planes roll in as the rich sit in first class they look down on us as if they are on top . Its a weird feeling i have observed.

Time

Time

Time don't wait no time don't sleep

Time can be money depending on how we think

time can be our enemy and a fear that makes us impatient 

Time is everything no time to stop gotta keep movin

lookin to the the future movin through heavy traffic no ditractions

trying to stay above water time to do more then just pass that.

Stereo types of young black men..

Coming up in south seattle me and my family and teammates were stereo typed alot. At basketball games,football games or just walking around the mall. When i was in high school i was stereo typed alot because of the school i went to and the way i dressed. People would think i was a gangbanger or just a dumb jock. When really i was a 3.8 student and did not gangbang. When our basketball team and football team played white teams we would constantly get cheated and the reffs would treat us diffrent because we were big with tatoos.....

Black leaders and society

My black leaders. Why must society kill our black leaders..? Do they not want young black kids to have black leaders..? Do they not want us to  know the truth and have the motivation...?  

One shot for Dr.King Eight shots for Malcom

9 shots to the head mentally

inside black society.

Exausted.........

Man im sooooooo exhausted from having to take a overload to transfer over plus studying a whole bunch of work to, working out then going to work from 8 to 12 at night. Then waking up at 6 in the mourning only getting about 4 hours alsleep. I cant wait to leave this school get this over with so i can go play football and finally start my life ...

Nfl and concussions

Concussions have been around for years in the NFL but now it is getting serious . The players are getting bigger stronger and faster.Concussions can effect athelets long term the more they get. My junior year at Renton High school i gave myself a concussion by hitting 2 people at the same time. I couldent remember anything i couldent feel my legs . When i went to skoo i had to take it really slow and was behind a lil bit it took me about 2 weeks to get better. Now that the NFL has made rules in terms of how players should hit and made fines for players to hit with the head is a great idea.Even though to me it takes what the game is all about and leaves the defensive players frustrated.

BLood diamond

For years the beautiful country Africa has produced beautiful diamonds...and never get credit for it. The US trys to control everything if Africa had the type of structure we had and information and technology we have they would be richer then us. When they say thats the mother land that is the truth.

Ipod World

As years go on electronics are evolving second by second, they are coming out with things we never even thought of could be possible to make. Now and days you see mostly everybody with that square looking thing with fancy head phones called an ipod. Society has become very close minded or should i say just focusing on what they need to do. Before i pods people would walk and talk and say hello when they see you, now with these ipod things people can just put on the music and walk right past you , without saying a word . So now the streets talk no more and all we here is steps to the next destination.

Dear mama

Dear mama I kno we been through

alot look at me im 19 and I havent got shot

Dear mama so strong the strongest woman

i will ever know you suffered alot of pain 

but i learened you never let it show

Dear Mama let the tears fly away cus when

we get out the hood everything is gona be good

Dear mama when he left it was darkmy sisters

were cryin holdin him by the leg but i jus

starred and there was nothing i said

Dear mama when i make it to the

league we all gona be good..no more money

to squeeze 

Dear mama

Lost in college

Lost in college....college can test us from the start, it can test are u man or woman . It forces you to grow up  and take care of bussiness on your own. It can be a wake up call a welcome to the real world. When i was in my single room dorm at Central Washington University i thoght about alot of things and had dark confused nights. No food , No direct tv , no king size bed jus me and the walls when i turned the lights off. It teaches you how to be strong mentally, another thing i noticed is that your beliefs get tested you might be vurneble to try out new belief systems or just new things period.But you have to be smart and keep faith and continue to believe in whatever it is you believe in. I notice people look for college kids who are lost and confused. I realized living with your parents is temporary you live with them for a ceartain amount of years they teach what they feel is best for you help make a path then they let you go and hope you succed and make the right decessions. I thoght about that when my mom came droped me off then closed the door and left me.

Masons in Rap

Music is a beat that creates an atmosphere that makes u feel sad, mad , or happy. Hip pop has been around for many years and is dominating the world today. Now and days since many is power many entertainers are saleing there soul for fortune and fame. The reason for this is the secret society called free masons a chapter in Illuminati, which many of you might of heard from Tupac. They also control the American society and have their sign on the dollar bill which is the pyramid with the eye in the middle. You might see Jay-z throwing it up looking through it with one eye. What the masons do is find a young talent that is good at what they do and keep and eye on them until they get big then offer them millions . But the thing is that upcoming rapper or singer doesn't know where the money is coming from and once they sign that dotted line there is no way out, and they cannot talk about it or tell the plans because they can get killed . There are masons that are good and for the people and there are masons that are bad , money hungry, and deceitful with power.This a very strong society very deep rooted and they go after mostly talented lower income kids who don't have the rite direction in life. They put millions of dollars in front of them knowing that they will take it because they need it. Hip pop has changed over the years, in the bible god gave Lucifer a talent which was playing beautiful music. Lucifer found that the different music that he played made everyone feel and act a different way . Therefore he seen how he can control the minds with his music, and tryed to take over heaven and go against god. When god found that out he got kicked down to the world. Now his secret weapon he is using is rap, he also uses heavy metal , rock, and R&B. But the most popular is rap music. People say all I'm doin is listening to the beat .....but really that's the trick to put a nice beat over the words so you cannot tell what they really are talking about. The masons also have signs and they are rite in front of us we just don't see them because we are distracted by the so called finer things . The rappers are tricked into thinking believing god is just a crutch to get by.. then the masons show them documents that we the people have never heard about or seen and they tell them what really is going on then they have the rappers thinking that they are god. Mind you jay-z calls himself HOVA.... meaning god , young jeezy calls himself jeezy meaning jesus, ja rule JA meaning jesus the son of god. In the bible these are called false prophets which god will bring to light in the last days. Its hard for these rappers to believe in god because they cant see him, so they take the money and they say they are god and use the music to make them follow and praise them.

Power!

In this United States money is power we are not controlled by the government we are controlled by families. Buildaburg , Roth child, JP Morgans, and the famous well known Rockefeller family. These families are extremely wealthy they control the media and all means of the all mighty dollar.These families own the Central Bank which is the reason why we are in debt today because of us borrowing money from there. Kanye west once said in one of his songs "How can one man have all that power!"If you listen to the song do you listen to the words or the beat? The families are the top one percent in American society. My Uncle who was invited to have dinner at the white house by Obama was taken to this special place where the families kids live called the cedars. The cedars is on top of a hill that looks over all of D.C including the white house, the kids go to sleep, school, and learn there. The reason for this is they do not want their kids to come down ad be apart of whats going on with us regular people.These families are all white, they have under ground cities in which they live in, and sit behind the curtains and control us like machines. I have a friend whose grandpa worked for the CIA, and her grandpa told her alot of things which scared me but it was true. What she told me is how her grandpa helped build the under ground cities, and how the government set up the world trade so called terrorist attack and hurricane Katrina. She told me the way they set up Hurricane Katrina was by bombing the 2 under ground plates causing the water to rise , the reason they did this is because New Orleans is known for the most spiritual black people and they only want a certain amount to live. This is called population control where the families only want a certain amount of people and races living that way they can control the money and the United states will not get over populated. All this is apart of a plan they been working on since these group of men met on a private island and had a meeting nobody knew about. This plan is called the New World Order where there is one government, one money, and one nation but not under god. Another thing she brought to my attention is she told me her grandpa told her that every war that we had was set up and started by us so that the families could make more money. Every time there is a war the families get millions until the war is over. These powerful families are also known as masons which is a secret society and apart of Illuminati. She told me that they put things like new phones and new electronics in front of us to distract us from seeing what is really going on.In the bible it says men will come together and try to rule the world and under mind gods plan, by using money and power. But they don't believe in god because they cant see him so they form their own beliefs and use money and power to try to control the people. You cant fool God, a famous music group name the Ojays once said money is the root of all evil.

Most Black atheletes are seen in a difffrent light in basketball if they have tatoos they are seen as thugs or nuckle heads the reffs even treat them diffrent. Also if you noticed in sports when ever a pradomently black team is playin a white team the commentators even coaches always say they have some athletic players as if all they can do is run fast and jump high and they not smart. When i was a freshmen in high school i was on a mostly white team and the team we were playin was a mostly black team all my friends played  for them . I will never forget how the coach was talking to us....as if he knew we were guna loose and he said we can beat these guys, they are just athletic all we have to do is play smarter and play with fundementals. Me growing up with the guys in the other jerseys and me use to playing with them that made me feel out of place being on a white team. In society white athelets are always viewed in a positive light and if they do bad they get away with things or if it is public they dont blow it up as much and we dont here about it for long or they just get away with it. With black athelets they are always viewed as feared and thugs or people that can just run and jump thats it and when they do somthing wrong its all over tv . When comentators use the term they have alot of athletic players that can run fast and dunk they bassically sayin they have alot of black players .When commentators say they have a real smart team and alot of shooters they bassically sayin there is alot white players